周而復始的人來人往、悲歡離合、人間萬象,一幕一幕的在他面前上演,他似乎已看盡了人間的繁華、冷漠、淒涼與虛偽,也看盡了人生。
“我寧可捨棄自己的生命,也不願意在一個找不到盡頭的世界生活,我之所以走到一半停下來,不是因為我所能見,而是我所不見……”。
在陸地上,他掌握不了自己的命運,他也無法操縱那麼多的選擇,
船就是他保護自己,囚禁自己的地方,同時也是他與紅塵隔離的地方。沒有身份證,沒有出生證明,這些都不是阻止他去陸地的牢籠,真正的牢寵卻是他的心,是一個在他的心中永遠的家。
對於外界的不可知與不確定,他只有幻想、好奇與極大的恐懼。而維珍尼亞號才是他唯一的方向,在這裡,他有時像個頑皮自在的孩子,有時卻又孤獨的叫人心酸,孤獨的藝術人生與無盡的大海也就是他的宿命。
分享《海上鋼琴師》經典臺詞:
1. All that city. You just couldn't see the end to it. The end? Please? You please just show me where it ends? It was all very fine on that gangway. And I was grand too, in my overcoat. I cut quite a figure. And I was getting off. Guaranteed. There was no problem. It wasn't what I saw that stopped me, Max. It was what I didn't see. You understand that? What I didn't see. In all that sprawling city there was everything except an end. There was no end. What I did not see was where the whole thing came to an end. The end of the world...
所有那些城市,你就是無法看見盡頭。盡頭?拜託!拜託你給我看它的盡頭在哪?當時,站在舷梯向外看還好。我那時穿著大衣,感覺也很棒,
2. Take a piano. The keys begin, the keys end. You know there are eightyeight of them, nobody can tell you any different. They are not infinite. You are infinite. And on these keys the music that you can make is infinite. I like that. That I can live by.
拿一部鋼琴來說,從琴鍵開始,又結束。你知道鋼琴只有88個鍵,隨便什麼琴都沒差。它們不是無限的。你才是無限的,在琴鍵上製作出的音樂是無限的。我喜歡這樣,我活的慣。
3. You get me up on that gangway and you're rolling out in front of me a keyboard of millions of keys, millions and billions of keys that never end, and that's the truth, Max. That they never end. That keyboard is infinite. And if that keyboard is infinite, then on that keyboard there is no music you can play. You're sitting on the wrong bench. That's God's piano
你把我推到舷梯上然後扔給我一架有百萬琴鍵的鋼琴,百萬千萬的沒有盡頭的琴鍵,那是事實,max,它們沒有盡頭。那鍵盤是無限延伸的。然而如果琴鍵是無限的,那麼在那架琴上就沒有你能彈奏的音樂,
4. Christ! Did, did you see the streets? Just the streets… There were thousands of them! And how do you do it down there? How do you choose just one? One woman, one house, one piece of land to call your own, one landscape to look at, one way to die...
天啊!你……你看過那些街道嗎?僅僅是街道,就有上千條!你下去該怎麼辦?你怎麼選擇其中一條來走?怎麼選擇“屬於你自己的”一個女人,一棟房子,一塊地,或者選擇一道風景欣賞,選擇一種方法死去。
5. All that world is weighing down on me, you don't even know where it comes to an end, and aren't you ever just scared of breaking apart at the thought of it? The enormity of living it?
那個世界好重,壓在我身上。你甚至不知道它在哪裡結束,你難道從來不為自己生活在無窮選擇裡而害怕得快崩潰掉嗎?
6. I was born on this ship, and the world passed me by, but two thousand people at a time. And there were wishes here, but never more than fit between prow and stern. You played out your happiness, but on a piano that was not infinite. I learned to live that way.
我是在這艘船上出生的,整個世界跟我並肩而行,但是,行走一次只攜帶兩千人。這裡也有欲望,但不會虛妄到超出船頭和船尾。你用鋼琴表達你的快樂,但音符不是無限的。我已經習慣這麼生活。
7. Land? Land is a ship too big for me. It's a woman too beautiful; it's a voyage too long, a perfume too strong. It's a music I don't know how to make. I could never get off this ship. At best, I can step off my life. After all, I don't exist for anyone. You're an exception, Max, you're the only one who knows I'm here. You're a minority, and you better get used to it. Forgive me, my friend, but I'm not getting off.
陸地?陸地對我來說是一艘太大的船,一個太漂亮的女人,